“Even though it’s not visible but the reason is rather evident, behind every suicide attempt at least one killer is always existent!
Pursuit of happiness has been a flawed venture for me, as there is nothing happy about the happiness I have found; clear vision through the dispelled mist is only as clear as the calling of that ‘ultimate sound’…
When the rock bottom keeps on lowering its depth and when the worst keeps on becoming worse; a ‘man of honor’ is bound to give up, you see, when his doubts fail to come to crust for dispelling and unyielding obscurities refuse to give way to his faith and trust…
Every now and then a ‘man of virtue’ experiences this state of melancholy, and depression is just a clinical name for a ‘new normal state of being’; nothing comes in handy to save the lonely, when bonds of love and support, that once mattered, loses its soothing sheen…
I should have died by now, had those attachments didn’t play their role till now; it’s just a matter of time you see, as it is already being decided where and how…
The decision to do it by myself, according to me, is the most satisfying & solemn pledge; a much better option to detour the evil-wishers who have waited long to push me through the edge…
A society degrades suicide, as such attempts are made while firmly holding the mirror to show it its true face; society prefers to follow the “Ostrich approach” (sticking head into the sand) so that the truth shall not be faced…
The hope to live by the dreams has been a fragile proposition, which has almost always been found to be clinging by a thin thread; but I still hope that this attempt of mine doesn’t remain unsung rather be celebrated, and always be taken in good stead…
Role-playing of a pedestal has kept me imprisoned, and in a way pseudo alive; I think it’s about time to kill the ‘former self’ with the spirit of revival, just to breathe & revive… Just To Breathe & Revive!”
~Praveen Katiyar
#wanna_reborn!
Well said….. and apt word ostrich approach used for society….. society se the manifest aspect and form opinion but had anyone ever tried to explore the latent factors behind suicide. Suicides r time bombs which are lit by others and ruins the other person. I feel its always better to be with those who loves u…. values u….. and moreover keep away from negativity
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Suicide is the result of imbalance between social integration and moral regulation, so to find the balance between the same is,a person should not be egoistic, altruistic,anomic and fatalistic. Suicide is not a last way to get rid of anything but it is the worst deed. Be positive,be energetic and be a warrior
Very well articulated. 'Spirit of a warrior' and 'sportsmanship' are the two basic attributes that will save the future. Society must start discussing these, on a war footing, with utter respect for the ones who are vulnerable. Better assimilation can only happen after proper and profound understanding of such critical issues!
Thanks for adding your valuable thought.
My pleasure sir